each week i have so much i want to unload off my shoulders, me head, my heart about whats going on. and i don’t. or somehow don’t have the time. what brings me back today is what always has to writing. and it has always something to do with love. I’ve written always since i […]

Mom mom everywhere mom mom

It just overtakes you. In the grandest of ways possible. In ways i never could have imagined. As I get a announcement/invitation card of someone completing their education and has become a doctor at the age of 29- I can’t help but think to myself what I have been doing since I stepped out of […]

dayam rainy days

there are days where the rain just keeps on pouring and pouring and before you know it another week has gone waiting on the rain to be over-then what? i dunno. today marks the last day of a somewhat schedule for me. its ms.s last day of kindergarten and its come up quick. after this […]

a sow and reap poem

you reap what you sow. isnt that how it goes. thats how it must be cuz i can feel the agony in my head, in my heart ripping thru me like a sharpened dart no need from hiding from whats real this is it-this is how its suppose to feel no dahling i wont, i […]

ive been trying to but

            its hard to just get out and go to the gym. its easier to drink wine and watch tv. i know once i get there its not that bad esp since i dont work out hard hard yah know but still. then i realize that im kinda fuller than […]

Can you imagine

That a person you trust would take the biggest pieces of your heart and put them in a danger that’s irreplaceable. It leads to death. I stumbled upon this story on tv about a woman who lost her 3 girls in a horrible accident with their aunt driving them meaning her sister-in-law along with her […]

The birthday

The celebrating started since the 24th of march accidentally but it didn’t stop until almost the 4th. Every nite a different alcoholic type of drink. And every nite me knocked out happily counting down. Why didn’t this happen when I had turned the big 30? Hmmm turned out swell. Now I need to give my […]