each week i have so much i want to unload off my shoulders, me head, my heart about whats going on. and i don’t. or somehow don’t have the time. what brings me back today is what always has to writing. and it has always something to do with love. I’ve written always since i […]

It just overtakes you. In the grandest of ways possible. In ways i never could have imagined. As I get a announcement/invitation card of someone completing their education and has become a doctor at the age of 29- I can’t help but think to myself what I have been doing since I stepped out of […]

there are days where the rain just keeps on pouring and pouring and before you know it another week has gone waiting on the rain to be over-then what? i dunno. today marks the last day of a somewhat schedule for me. its ms.s last day of kindergarten and its come up quick. after this […]

That a person you trust would take the biggest pieces of your heart and put them in a danger that’s irreplaceable. It leads to death. I stumbled upon this story on tv about a woman who lost her 3 girls in a horrible accident with their aunt driving them meaning her sister-in-law along with her […]

i finally sat down after a long organizing hard day when i heard mr. s crying up in his room. way after his bottle of milk must have finished. not the annoying type but little whimpers and so i went upstairs to check up on him. i reached for the lamp ive placed on his […]

sometimes no matter how much you try you just cant explain to someone the week that you have been thru and all that you have been thru. it is so hard for someone else to understand the craziness that one has gone thru. ahhhhh. and i feel like its still going. it all started with […]

this past week has been a bit tough for me. and yet still i find that god gives me hope and strength to endure and do what maybe the most important role of my life. i was saddened that a great musician in our lifetime had passed. yes he was past his prime and i […]